But Honestly

Honestly?
Yes.
I was scared.
I don't like that look that was on your face.
I don't like the distance that was in your eyes.
I don't like the disappearance of your kindness and love.
I saw it coming.

Honestly?
Yes.
It was my fault.
I think it was because of me.
I think you never cared about us.
I think I just wasn't good enough.
I'll never blame it on you.

Honestly?
Yes.
I was trying to trust you.
You know how I am.
You know I bottle things up.
You knew how I felt.
I never trust anyone.

Honestly?
Yes.
I was hurt.
I gave you my trust.
I gave you my love.
I gave you my heart.
I never give that to anyone.

But honestly..
No..
I don't miss you.